2011 The jury is still out

So I started a new job just prior to 2011 and it has been a very challenging job to date. I also finally published my first book though I found some things that need editing for the second publishing. We lost a car and are still looking for its replacement. I'm living in Lexington now more than not. I feel a little lost from time to time and sometimes feel like the fortune cookie of life is missing its fortune and is just empty, hollow, and lacking any meaning. I don't mean to complain. I know I am so much better off than so very many people. I'm just looking for the meaning to it all and hoping it is eventually revealed.