Saturday, October 31, 2009

Friend search is on...

Well, been thinking lately that some of the mistakes I've made in the past were due to the fact that I didn't have appropriate relationships in my life. The epiphany moment was a few months ago when I got my last tattoo. There was a kid (maybe 20) that was getting his first tat. He had like eight friends with him and they all took 15 minute turns to spend with him while he got his tat. That really hit me hard. I don't have anyone (other than Tina) to share those special moments in my life. No one to be there when I need someone, and noone I can be there for when they need me. Oh I have special friends like that. Friends in Indiana and Maryland. But nobody close by. So today I met with a new person that might wind up as a friend. I have another guy that was supposed to come over tonight and got delayed due to illness in his family. We have a small group starting in our house tomorrow evening. I can't tell you if this is the magic bullet, but I can tell you its an avenue that I feel has been missing from my life and I'm anxious to see how things pan out. Bromanace. . . . . You never know LOL